Asraf Belle Piemontesi

2010-08-11T06:25:00.000+08:00

why i love you is a hard question to answer. i love you because you care for me like no one else i know. i love the way i feel in your arms, so safe from dangers in the world. i love your eyes, so hypnotic and mesmerizing, beautiful to gaze into, and yet never revealing everything to me. i can explain every way that i love you because that's in possible. but i can say i love you because i you are you <3

wedding marathon, so kecoh

2010-07-26T05:35:00.000+08:00

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romance marathon

2010-07-20T07:42:00.000+08:00

A walk to remember <3<3<3

the notebook <3<3<3

ps i love you <3<3<3

she's all that <3<3<3

2010-07-11T20:30:00.000+08:00

i love you yet i hate you its like i want to throw you off a cliff and then run really fast to the bottom and catch you.

2010-07-09T20:54:00.002+08:00

I love you ana sui<3

2010-06-04T06:36:00.002+08:00

sometimes the littlest thing in life changes something forever and there will be times when you wish you can go back to how things used to be but you just can't because things have changed so much.

2010-04-29T03:15:00.000+08:00

this is my wish for you, comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, love to complete your life. you can shed tears that she is gone, or you can smile because she has lived. you can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back, or you can open your eyes and see all she's left. your heart can be empty because you can't see her, or you can be full of the love you shared. you can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday. you can remember her only that she is gone, or you can cherish her memory and let it live on. you can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back. or you can do what she'd want, smile, open your eyes, love and go on. promise me you'll always remember, your braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.

2010-04-20T04:00:00.006+08:00

you're not nineteen, you're tenth with nineth years of experience.

may you live to be a hundred years. with one extra year to repent. haha.

so MRCI, im sure you know what to do.

every human being on this earth is born with a tragedy, and it isn't original sin. your born with the tragedy that you has to grow up. a lot of people don't have the courage to do it.

time itself is like a spiral, something special happens on your birthday each year.

the same energy that god invested in you at birth is present once again.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 19TH

MAS REIKO CARNESYA ISKANDAR

skin parade@infusion

2010-04-13T20:36:00.001+08:00

this wasnt supposed to be this way. im okay!

it was his biggest night, and yeah, he pulled it out. rave to the house baby !

2010-04-01T06:40:00.001+08:00

Macbeth, Shakespeare's play at NAFA theatre was not that bad. the articulation of their speech was fantastic despite this lady here being the Lady Macbeth, make it even more interesting. had a constant saliva spray. so gross. the porter was darn funnehh. omg i could still remember lots of their lines. (look like the innocent flower but be the serpent underneath. To bed to bed to bed. Not even all the perfumes of arabia can sweeten these hands.come you sprits that tend on mortal thought. unsex me here and fill me blahblahblah) and the kissing part was totally porn! haha. goodjob Nadiah (: as i look back on all that's happened, growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me, there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. as i look back on those days, i realize how much i truly miss you and how much i truly love you. the past may be gone forever and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. so, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that i send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold. Now did i said this after so long of not seeing you.

If i never met you, i wouldn't like you. If i didn't like you, i wouldn't love you. if i didn't love you, i wouldn't miss you. but i did, i do, and i will. you know, i'm not supposed to love you, i'm not supposed to care, i'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. i'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do. i'm sorry i can't help myself, after knowing the truth, i think you are the one. i've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. maybe thats why you are so magical. You should know how i feel. i truly believe that we can overcome any hurdle that lies before us and create the life we want to live. jst remember, you can do anything you set your mind to, but it takes action, perseverance, and facing your fears. Estás la única para mí.

2010-03-30T08:43:00.001+08:00

2010-03-30T08:25:00.000+08:00

A man reserves his true and deepest love not for the species of woman in whose company he finds himself electrified and enkindled, but for that one in whose company he may feel tenderly drowsy.

2010-03-24T04:47:00.000+08:00

preserving a friendship requires many skills. nne of the most important of these is the ability to say im sorry. we all make mistakes. hurting each other from time to time is inevitable, especially in a close friendship. some people are incapable of apologizing, because they are unable to admit that they may have made a mistake. there is no way for a friendship to last without apologies. saying im sorry in a sincere and compassionate way will preserve your friendship and deepen the bond that you share. i'll bring myself far away from you guys. and now, im sorry.

2010-03-10T20:12:00.000+08:00

i think you are hot ~ asraf

2010-03-02T19:40:00.000+08:00

im a liar because i wont tell you everything,

im stupid because sometimes im wrong,

im ugly because my face isnt perfect,

im a pushover because i like making people happy,

im a loser because im not a friend with your group,

im fake because im too nice,

im weird because im not like you,

im thin because i dont eat that often,

im clingy because i dont like to be alone,

im insecure because i care about wht other people think of me,

im no fun because im nt always hyper,

im nt loving because im nt a gf bf material,

dont try to tell me who i am, because i already know.

the sat and sun event

2010-02-27T23:04:00.000+08:00

this guy whom my entire family fantasize about. ass you. haha

someone sent this to me via email

2010-02-11T23:01:00.001+08:00

We will be conducting a recruitment exercise for Flight Stewardess/ Steward in Singapore. If you meet the following standards, we will be pleased to meet you at our walk-in interview.

Requirements

Singapore or Malaysian citizenship
Females who are at least 1.58m; Males who are at least 1.65m in height
Degree/ Diploma
OR
At least 2 GCE ‘A’-level credits and 2 ‘AO’-level credits including General Paper in the GCE ‘A’-level examination
OR
At least 5 GCE ‘O’-level credits including English and working experience
For Malaysian qualifications at SPM level, at least 5 credits including a minimum grade of B4 in English and working experience is required
Completed, are exempted from, or are not liable for National Service. Those in the process of completing NS may also apply.

Training

Our comprehensive 4 months training program will cover topics such as:

Product Knowledge including Food & Beverage
Service Procedures
Passenger Handling
Deportment & Grooming
Language & Communication Skills
Safety Equipment Procedures
First Aid

On successful completion of training you will commence flying duties.

Remuneration & Service Benefits

A monthly allowance will be provided during training. Upon graduation, you can look forward to a basic salary and various allowances amounting to about $3,500 a month. In addition, there is an annual wage supplement of one month’s basic salary and profit-sharing bonus. You will also be entitled to free travel to any SIA destination once a year and enjoy discounted travel at other times.

Application Details

Interested applicants, please download and complete this application form. Please bring the following documents for registration between 9am and 1pm.

Completed application form
Passport-sized photograph
Original(s) of:
a) your birth certificate
b) all educational certificates
c) identity card

Interviews will be conducted on 20 March 2010 (Saturday) at:

Sheraton Towers Singapore
2nd Level – Ballroom 2
39 Scotts Road
Singapore 228230

anyone interested, please do this interview. as for me. lmbt lagi oi

MUSE, big day and night out, 3rd ferbruary 2010 7pm

2010-02-03T07:44:00.001+08:00

The buzz comes from getting extremely nervous before we go on stage. I'm really nervous now, already. I think that when you get to half an hour before, the nerves turn into adrenalin. I'm nervous all day pretty much. It turns into pure excitement, as opposed to just shitting yourself...

- Matthew bellamy

Every album we've recorded has been done differently, but with Absolution, there was something within the band that made us feel a lot closer...

- Chris wolstenholme

We were doing the Big Day Out festival. I went "Hello, Adelaide!" Matt turned round going, "We're in fucking Perth you dick." He was quite pissed off with me for the whole day.

- Dominic Howard

2010-01-29T15:49:00.000+08:00

just wanna wish a happy bornday to my dearest friend, irfan zainal. pls, no more hit and run.

lol, somehow i miss partying, i miss boozing and i miss everything.

someone tagged this photo and i saw a tiny man in the middle. haha.

im still angry on the photos that have not been uploaded from last year zoukout and siloso's party.

its nt long, i gave myself till june till i hit the road back.

sister blyss

2010-01-26T16:55:00.001+08:00

2010-01-19T23:23:00.001+08:00

its time to move on.

i am ready to leave that part of my life behind

and move in to the next part.

i am ready to take whatever life has for me next.

my heart still aches and hurts, but it is slowly healing.

it gets easier with everyday.

i don't know what is going to happen next.

but that is life, you never know, and that is the fun part.

i am forming my own idea's and opinions,

and i feel good about the choices i am making.

i am proud of myself by staying true,

by not giving in to temptation and just getting back together with her.

and i am proud of my self by stepping out of my comfort zone

and trying to meet and hang out with new people.

i have started developing new feelings,

and i find it very strange,

because i truly didn't think i could start falling for someone else so quickly.

i was so hooked on, but i guess when i get hurt this badly it does make it a little easier to move on.

just a little.

when i stare in to those deep green hazel eyes i don't feel anymore pain.

i feel uplifted.

i fear letting her know about my feelings will change the way things are now.

and i love the way things are now.

I love having someone to cuddle with and hold hands with

and kiss.

but i am especially glad its her, and not just someone.

and i know that i am not ready for another relationship anyways.

i need more time to figure out who that girl is. cannot be.

but i am having a great time in the process.

although it is hard,

i don't think i have any more tears for her.

she cried too much for me.

ouh yes, chalet is on the way.

uh uh? haha

2010-01-18T21:27:00.001+08:00

sometimes i think i still cant live without you.

a dull ache inside me realizes my yearning to be a part of your life.

the years have come and gone.

i never hear your name.

i don’t even know anyone who knows you.

most of the time i believe i have changed, outgrown the me who loved you.

then, a song, a scene, a scent catches my heart off guard,

and reminds me of you. Sometimes, even after all these years,

i think i still can’t live without you.

but now, i know everyones moving on, you too.

ouh haqifays, dont forget bout the pants, syg kauuu.

2009-12-25T18:08:00.002+08:00

it's christmas in the air!

snowflakes in december

children site with santa's toys

their gloves wiping crystalline ice,

off shiny plastic

our breath thick like fog just like haunted 2.

merry christmas sexy people =)

2009-12-21T22:15:00.000+08:00

had a wonderful night with the etp colleagues and of course nabil youra.

and bil, i seriously need to chiong !

faster or i'll regret sooner or later.

2009-12-11T20:26:00.000+08:00

Someone ask me if i like you ,

I answered : NO !

Someone ask me if i would cry when you leave ,

I answered : NO !

Someone ask me if i wanted you ,

I answered : NO !

Then someone was annoyed & stop asking .

I said : The reason i didn't like this person is because I LOVE HIM/HER . The reason i wouldn't cry if this person leaves because I WOULD DIE IF HE/SHE leaves . The reason i don't want this person is because I NEEDED HIM/HER more than anything !

Now someone finally understood .

2009-12-08T00:28:00.002+08:00

im a lover not a fighter. but doesn't a lover fight for love? should i resign thoughts that arent sane. then what should i shall then become? im a man of decency, i love the thought of love . and everything in between that leads to love. and more or less the fact it can exist. try not to give up on me, 'cause god knows. im so lost in space. i can change, i can be better. i will change, i will be better. i have confidence now that I used to lack. give me a doubt and i'll turn it. right around on it's back. i was so oblivious to everything. it surrounded me. i used to think life was all about me. i hate my old selfish ways. but now i can see i deserve love, i can be loved. i will be loved. i am loved. im so young, and so naive, admit im not the smartest, but im one of the more wiser. im lonely but im not alone. im tired but i won't retire. im all that is that i want to be. but not entirely satisfied. this can not be untrue. i am true, dont believe in defeat. cause love's all there is left in me.

happy 19th to me balls

2009-11-15T06:11:00.000+08:00

finally im 19 and soon will be the digit 2 infront, sucks i know.

just wanted to thank you guys soooo much for all of the birthday wishes!!!!

it means the world to me that you all are thinking of me on my special day :)

thanks for all the text messages and facebook comments wishing me a happy birthday on saturday or late! not only does the internet have a way of skyrocketing the number of people who want to wish you a quick and happy birthday, it also (thankfully) cuts down on the number of phone calls you have to answer. no offence horh, but i cant rely to most of you since my prepaid is running low.

2009-10-26T17:53:00.002+08:00

antonio valencia, damn hes good.

liverpool fought for their manager here at anfield yesterday and secured the result they so richly deserved.

no other striker would have possessed the speed, strength, composure and skill first to hold off the challenge of ferdinand which i think vidic is much better, and then to unleash the shot that flew beyond the reach of van der sar and into the roof of the united net. but its your net, stupid andfield net.

it was a fuckful example of why torres is among the finest and the lembiks forwards in the world, and all the more remarkable for the fact that he was not even fit. not only had he hardly trained but he needed a painkilling injection just to get on the field. please dont act as if your the one and only, fucker
his goal amounted to an adrenaline shot for liverfool, infact a tyco shots. fuck fuck fuck.

2009-10-15T01:28:00.000+08:00

we all want to fall in love. why? because that experience makes us feel completely alive. where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. it may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon. but that doesnt diminish its value. because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives.

raye with escapess

2009-10-08T15:29:00.001+08:00

haha, the red for the day, there were more actually.
the best raye outing so far with the escapes.
literally, i had truckloads of fun to every houses we went.
ps, im the last to reach okay. hahaha.
sorry guys, overslept.

2009-09-19T20:27:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

2009-09-18T04:24:00.000+08:00

another year has passed for you, sweetheart. finally your legal 18 at this very day. no more of the old behaviour okay. well its time to cut the cake and celebrate. and once again, my love, i start to think of things about you i appreciate. it means so much to have you in my life. your loving care fills up my days with pleasure. i think i should be living in a steady world because you love me unconditionally. your easy going ways means that im totally blessed with joy and blissful harmony. to me your birthday is a precious day and i hope it brings you joy in any way. and since hari raya is coming, let me wish you selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin.

selamat hari raya

2009-09-13T18:28:00.000+08:00

i stole some cookie from the cookie jar. shhh. dont tell anybody. lol. well hari raya is coming on the 20th of september. my mum has been getting ready almost everything in the house for the day. house cleaning and food. when i say food i mean the cookies! gah i so love cookies alot. my mum bought alot of types and i can say that i am loving the choices alot. i ate almost everything. yeah im such a pig. lol. anyway hari raya is a day where muslims celebrate the end of the fasting month and well i cant wait for it to come. its a day where we would meet our families and ask forgiveness for our wrong doings from each other. mostly its visiting relatives and friends. i think its a great month. for muslims that is.

sorry

2009-09-10T16:54:00.000+08:00

its been long since i last blogged.
im like uber busy with work nowadays and i dont even know why.
i used to have great time with friends and love but now its different.
i hope you guys understand alright.
work has been exceptionnaly fun.
still enduring my fast due to the scoorching hot sun.
alhamdulillah.

ilove

2009-08-17T19:30:00.000+08:00

syurga cinta is about the love between two people with different ideologies, a muslim boy named Irham (awal ashaari) who lives a very modern, western lifestyle, and a muslim girl named syuhadah (heliza AF5) who faithfully follows the teachings of islam in our modern society. when their two worlds collide, they face issues and confrontations that both of them have yet to learn and understand from each other. a very romantic movie indeed, you guys should watch. no more radit and jani okay people. its time to repent.

2009-08-13T18:54:00.001+08:00

WHATS WITH THIS BLOGGER. PUKI TAIK BETOL

2009-08-06T13:50:00.001+08:00

2009-07-30T17:12:00.002+08:00

flatter me, and i may not believe you. criticize me, and i may not like you. ignore me, and i may not forgive you. encourage me, and i will not forget you. love me and i may be forced to love you.

2009-07-29T15:20:00.000+08:00

1. How old are you?
18 and soon to be 19.

2. Are you single?
yes.

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
26-28

4. Do you think you'll b marrying the person you are with now?
maybe yes, maybe not, i dont know.

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
put into consideration first.

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & best man?
Bridesmaid: my hot female cousins
Best man: no one.

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
beach la.

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
mau, hawaii

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
family members, friends, soccer friends, teachers.

10. Will that include your exes?
yes of course, im sure they would be married by then.

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
5 would be perfect.

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
i'll make it 3 days and 2 nights event.

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
i'll invite reese houda to sing for me.

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon, fork and knife?
fine dining.

15. Champagne or red wine?
i'll have that if its certified halal

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
days after the wedding, need the rest.

17. Money or household items?
both.

18. How many kids would you like to have?
2-3 prolly, 2 girl and a boy.

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
yes i will.

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
those who came across my blogspot, thank you very much.

2009-07-26T23:08:00.000+08:00

as we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. you'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. you'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. so take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. dont be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

2009-07-21T09:06:00.004+08:00

haji lane gangster. erm anw...

they say love grows beneath under your chest.
i say love lies on top of your chest, between your thigh.
they say children are the future.
but some children will never see their future.
i mean they might not get to see their future.
they say edeucation is the best way.
i asked what education was, but l learned nothing
they say life is taking one step after the other.
i asked people why this days are flying.
they say drugs arent for me.
i asked if they know the solution to my problems.
they all ask me, love was.
dont you guys own a dictionary, i said.

2009-07-13T11:16:00.003+08:00

kolej 56 the musical was awesome, really.
cant deny the fact that i kept on starring the bitchywawaaa. lol.
the minahs in that college. sexy grandmummy's skirt eh krg.
somehow they interacted really well with the audiences and made the show came to live. overall, wasnt quite satisfied with the technical sound system.
but i still enjoyed the whole musical. thumbs up for you guys.
ps: it is okay to be fat you fatty (:

the most precious possession that ever comes
to a man in this world is a woman's heart.

2009-07-08T00:00:00.003+08:00

when you live in close proximity with other human beings there will be many times that you will offend each other. families inevitably hurt each other from time to time. saying i'm sorry are the two words that can repair your relationship. without apologies the bad feelings are allowed to grow until eventually they grow into something so big and ugly that it is almost impossible to repair. It is difficult to humble ourselves and admit that that we may have made a mistake. however, when you think about the repercussions of not making a simple apology, you will realize that its worth the effort. you may meet a person and instantly know that you will be best friends forever. other friendships develop over an extended period of time. in some friendships you may feel a sense of equality, while in others there may be a clear sense that one is giving more to the friendship then the other. there are no rules about how a friendship has to be. if you are able to share your life with another human being, by all means go right ahead. all friendships are unique and special in their own way. each one is valuable. the romantic connection that exists between girlfriends and boyfriends is the subject of trust, feelings and all. There tends to be so much drama in a romantic relationship that it is often hard to tell how authentic the feelings between the two people are. we can't help it, it seems that as soon as our hormones get involved we lose our heads. it becomes impossible to think clearly about whether the relationship should continue. often, only after the relationship has ended and we have gained some distance can we figure out what the relationship was really about.

2009-07-05T21:11:00.002+08:00

A paranoid is someone who knows a little of what's going on. i am a kind of paranoid in reverse. i suspect people of plotting to make me happy. it used to be that i was always paranoid or a loser or something so there's usually something that i seem to associate myself with at one time or another. saw a few names, shocked, more than one. im just glad my name was not there.

2009-07-04T21:33:00.003+08:00

thanks for honoring the legendary icon MJ.

yesterday outing was indeed a pleasant one.
those laughter had been wonderfully cherished im sure.
and ian silently msged me, hey dude, this is ian here.
haha, wth. cant get over enough his horse lumping dance.
and nasya, your half man half woman, haha.

2009-07-01T15:09:00.000+08:00

2009-07-01T14:41:00.002+08:00

preserving a friendship requires many skills. one of the most important of these is the ability to say "I'm sorry". we all make mistakes. hurting each other from time to time is inevitable especially in a close friendship. some people are incapable of apologizing, because they are unable to admit that they may have made a mistake. there is no way for a friendship to last without apologies. saying i'm sorry in a sincere and compassionate way will preserve your friendship and deepen the bond that your share.

2009-06-27T14:30:00.007+08:00

the world bids farewell to the king of pop.
rip, 1958-2009

he will be remembered as the iconic figure who defined pop music with a unique sound, a mesmerising mixture of soul, disco and rock. though he hadn't toured for almost eight years, the clamour to see him at the london gigs showed he was still as popular as ever. and it's not just fans who will miss him. who could not be moved by michael jackson? by the beautiful innocence of his looks and voice with the jackson five? by the genius of Off The Wall, a dance album that defined pop for years and the famous unleashed of the gravity defying moonwalk. even though im not a big fan of mj but i have always admired him. the world has lost one of the greats, but his music will live on forever.

cafe del mar

2009-06-23T16:29:00.003+08:00

i headed down to siloso beach and caught up with this year life's a beach party. went off late in the evening. saw a lot of friends there. performances by mark, don, drew and vanessa was the best part ever. everybody was like smacking each others butt. lol. freaking mats and minahs nudely shook their asses off in the moshpit. hey its plainsunset, its not even hardcore. but i can see they pretty much enjoy themselves. pictures are yet to update. soon alright.

2009-06-18T22:00:00.002+08:00

had a great day outting with mom.
and yes, ikea is big mom. lol
bought the stuff and off to tanjong katong conplex.
window shopped some items.
mom complained shes hungry and brought us to arnorld.
my dad used to date her there in early 80s.
okay im super duper tired now.
meeting the telepark's chmapion a few mins time.
and now im with gf chatting(:

2009-06-15T18:59:00.002+08:00

it was almost felt unbearably repetitive, the story dragged until the last hour with the same conflict. radit get a job, radit fucks things up, radit gets stoned, jani pissed off, yelling galore started , ended with crying and sobbing and they hug and go fetal position. this is what depressing from this movie. moods are changed too frequently, from one extreme to the other. im too depressed to be able to remember the scene im talking about. see for yourself and you will understand what i mean (or not, whatever).
this movie is overloaded with profanity. no, i’m not trying to take moral high ground, maybe its just me, because i don’t hear too much profanity spewed violently in my daily life. maybe its just one way to keep this movie in touch with reality.

that night was the best night of my entire life

2009-06-11T03:34:00.002+08:00

me and friends had a great night out yesterday.
the ladies there were to hook ups.
crazy day and screwed up night.
tons of crushes and stupid fights.
im sleepy.
im now chatting with a friend over at aussie, cool huh (:

bati la bem, fatima buluuuu pu ma yehhhh

2009-05-31T20:46:00.002+08:00

didnt actually qualify for the quater finals.

by only a point. like wtf.

well, it was really honoured to play with the team back.

fazli (mjc captain), wei liang (vjc captain, suren (rjc captain) and friends.

we played very well though the sun was scorching hot so badly that it actually burned my foot.

gf came to watched the match. one word, aesthetically pleasing.

i soon turned into one drowned trippy human.

insufficient sleep, hungry and stuff.

slowly i dropped myself to my heavenly bed.

there it goes to lala land.

i love you

2009-05-23T15:23:00.003+08:00

a show for you mother (:

may 23rd is the propitious birthday of my beloved mom.
i woke up extra early today just to say, "lu sudah tua la hari nie". she laughed and said, "siow". hahahaha. didnt actually celebrate it but a wished would do. see, ma don’t like her birthday, she says they make her old, but she’s as sharp as she ever was, if the truth be told.
birthday girl received lots of presents, but this lady here is gladly enough to receive her bantal busuk. shes now sleeping like how addicts gt addicted to drugs kind of person. the things mom taught me and stuff till how i am now looking as ever sweet, hot and macho, i thank you very much. thank goodness for you, mom. where would i be without you? HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

- asraf

2009-05-17T17:39:00.002+08:00

16th may, four daredevil fmx exponents from the world's no. 1 freestyle motocross series, the red bull x-fighters was set to thrill an estimated world class fmx action yesterday at the singapore flyer. up to 10 000 crowds but glenn told us that we were suck, ermm suck in cheering, encouraging, shouting and screaming. wth. hahaha. saw alot of friends there. the atmosphere there was crazy, really. people there were really enjoying themselves. and as a toast of appreciations, the x-fighters were given mumm's and they shakened up their champangne bottle and splashed it to the crowds. my bro was lucky enough to received that bottle by one of the riders. hahaha.

2009-05-15T18:25:00.004+08:00

me and friends had a great slacked yesterday.

we oredered and ate macdonalds.

thanks to nurfarhana md noor for the treat. ifly.

having a friend story telling about their own friends in school.

and how this faggot actually uses his own techniques to signal his gf in class.

hahahahahahaha. mmg kau kental.

wish you luck for springfielders who joined pumpfest 2009 today at velocity.

sorry guys, i cant make it today.

2009-05-07T18:30:00.002+08:00

okay today is super bored.

i feels hungry all the times.

and so, azroy sent me this email.

a very unique yet interesting one.

felt like puking due to extreme anger.

i think all malay guys would be having their mid age crisis.

to a point where they start to experiment something stupid.

i dont wish to share any further guys, its a disgraced.

now im like having the mood to carik-ni-due-ekor-and-sule-jubo-satu2-sperti-mane-aku-sule-jubo-mak-korang-and-make-sure-krg-gigit-konek-satu2-smpai-putos.

fuck you.

so yarh, im starting to fall in love with almost ricky martin videos.

about a weeked ago.

and i came across to this video where he was invited to performed for the victoria secret fashion show. superb dance.

hadidy's birthday pit

2009-05-04T15:25:00.000+08:00

ermm, im running out of ideas.
i'll do a proper post once im in the mood people.

i did those make up for her plus the hair. rate it.

2009-04-29T15:05:00.001+08:00

2009-04-25T22:47:00.005+08:00

okay i missed hacienda's staff.

they have been great throughout the duration of my stay at hacienda.

i would like to express my appreciation for their excellence leadership and confident as well as the other managers.

i have learned a lot throughout the duration of my employment.

these skills will be of a great value to me in my career.

for those of you who have yet to know what im referring to,

watch the video.

and i went shopping today with farhana.

thanks a million uh. ily.

imissyouguystruckloads.

2009-04-22T01:10:00.006+08:00

i came across some old photos in school and it has brought me to these attention, that after

the farewell assembly in 2007, it has dawned on me that i had sang my school song for the

last time, i had made my last springfield cheer, and i had spent my last moment with my

classmates, schoolmates and of course, my teachers. im glad that i had sang the school song

with pride, made the cheer with passion and spent my time with my friends and teachers

meaningfully. the encouragement from the teachers had spurred me on. they had given me

the drive to study hard and made me more determined to achieve good results for my N but

not for my O levels. im sucked at it. many of my friends commented that they cant bear to

leave the school and i feel the same. nevertheless, springfield is my school and it will always

be. once a springfielder, always a springfielder. i miss you guys truckloads. sorry for

everything.

2009-04-20T22:23:00.002+08:00

headed down to dempsey clubhouse yesterday to sign a piece of paper. wth

im getting sicked of the phrase, its no longer hacienda's entertainment, its hacienda's concept.

i dont give a fuck about the name thingy. i just want my fucking allowance.

and i met haidhar and fahmy.

ate nasi lemak and off to marina barage.

the night scenery were spectacular.

i love you both son of bedah and suria.

good friday

2009-04-10T21:50:00.002+08:00

i love having a friend like you and i know this much is true. of all the people who could have stolen my heart, im so happy it was you.

and i got to meet sargeant haidhar yesterday. went to eat at simpang bedok. after which, we proceeded to our usuals. poor response due to good friday.

wtf.

2009-04-08T19:47:00.004+08:00

haha, i looked like a drug addict, omg

i became a flasher yesterday.

i actually went to nafa, omg did i just said that ?

2009-04-07T07:36:00.003+08:00

as I wake up every morning, as I spend my time every day, a I go to bed every night, all I think about, Is you. when love crosses the spaces, between you and me, there's only one thing to share, that's happiness. oh yes, because I'm happy, I'm happy with you. hingga ketemu iyarh. im tired now, had a 6 km run just now. bye

photo date with bear, puki kau mak !!!

2009-04-03T02:06:00.006+08:00

i'll pray for you both and pls take care farhana, im gonna miss you so much. thanks for everything ):

2009-03-25T22:27:00.009+08:00

believe in a power greater than one owns puny ego helps enourmously. for those things that you've done that cannot be ammended by letter, calling or simply face to face apologies, due to death or inability to locate them, ask god to forgive you and let it go. this becomes easier the more you use it, and soon you find yourself unwilling to wait to say im sorry, or even better i forgive you. when you reached this stage of your journey, life becomes a more joyous experience and most days you walk without being burdened by self guilt or hate. as we walked, this lady whom i loved till the day we seperated, we shed the old burden of resentments, misunderstandings and guilts. this was an enormously liberating experience and let me free to love her freely and totally. not out of guilt or sorrow but simply out of love. this was the biggest and important life i learned. it is better to forgive, let go of the hurt and pain, so you are finally free to love another person just because he or she is a child of the universe, unique and valued for being simply the person they are. dont put off the chance to forgive, to shatter the chains of hate and dissension one more minute. life isnt a promised, and you never know when i forgive you comes too late.

to all my springfielders, farhana's batch; i apologised for my wrongdoings. you guys have been great throughout. im really sorry, from the bottom of my heart, really i am. i've heard everything that you guys have been talking, about me. i just hope you guys get your facts right first and i wont blame you guys. thanks for being my secondary school friends.

with that, i appreciated it alot. farhana deserved a proper relationship because she has the quality.

like most of you would preferred, by ending our relationship. and yes we did, are you guys happy now? im sorry ana, ain, iqah, ifah, akmal and to all the name i've not mentioned, i apologised. you guys are great, really. study hard alright. thanks for everything. dont worry, i wont bother any of you guys. till here, take care

2009-03-22T20:10:00.003+08:00

Are you the one?
The traveller in time who has come
To heal my wounds to lead me to the sun
To walk this path with me until the end of time

Are you the one?
Who sparkles in the night like fireflies
Eternity of evening sky
Facing the morning eye to eye

Are you the one?
Who'd share this life with me
Who'd dive into the sea with me
Are you the one?
Who's had enough of pain
And doesn't wish to feel the shame, anymore
Are you the one?

Are you the one?
Whose love is like a flower that needs rain
To wash away the feeling of pain
Which sometimes can lead to the chain of fear

Are you the one?
To walk with me in a garden of a stars
The universe, the galaxies and Mars
The supernova of our love is true

chorus 2

Are you the one?

2009-03-17T18:13:00.001+08:00

im sorry for hurting you,
im sorry for making you cry,
im sorryi i didn’t realise why,
im sorry for not understanding you new right,
im sorry for all those fights,
im sorry for not listening,
im sorry for not trying,
im sorry i failed you,
im sorry i didn’t try,
im sorry for not caring,
im sorry for not being there,
my feelings for you are still the same and memories don't erase, they stay with me.
now i realize that it's true; you really don't ever know what you've got till you lose it.

2009-03-16T23:04:00.006+08:00

and so my saturday shopping with haidhar was tremendously awesome.

cant deny he went to almost expensive shops. effing highend la bro.

went for some quick dinner at sakura though we knew for ourselves we're fucking late for

man u's game. but luck was just not on their side so yeah they lost to some voiddeck

players.

and ouh yeah, i wont go to any underage events anymore. maybe. haaha.

and my comp is behaving like one fucked up so i kind of having this feeling of puki-kau-mak-betol-buat-aku-marah-tak-tentu-pasal-macam-aku-nak-cium2-mataer-kau type like that la...haha

RHB goal for fund 5-aside national street soccer tournament 2009

2009-03-11T20:51:00.005+08:00

2009-03-04T19:23:00.001+08:00

my comp had a break down.

R.I.P

see you people in may 2009.

2009-02-25T20:47:00.002+08:00

this is wht you'll be seeing if my hair is half long asuka.

thanks for the late call last night.

nothing much spent at home today.

went to my aunty house for some light lunch.

and i had fun watching the drama series anak metropolitan 2.

though its a second telecast, so what.

okay im running out of ideas.

gonna meet my friends for supper later.

night everyone (:

2009-02-24T12:24:00.002+08:00

had a very long conversations with her though its been a while

since we last heard each others voice.

2009-02-23T14:08:00.000+08:00

shes good, really

2009-02-17T18:21:00.003+08:00

wht only natt.

i know i dance better than you right?

hahahaha.

okay this pyscho guy added me up on msn, out of the blue.

hes a one fucked up asshole.

click the picture so you guys will get clearly the whole picture.

2009-02-16T17:05:00.001+08:00

you owe me chocolate bar natt.

if not, im gonna force you drink coke with me.haha

2009-02-15T18:09:00.002+08:00

work has been exceptionally great this time round.

sad though you have to still work on valentines day.

did the bar host thingy, backstage make over at the boiler room.

so i ended at 8pm which then did some toasting with colleagues.

prem got me ticket to the powerhouse. i changed and went for it.

its the valentines special, saw hot couples and stuff.

i grabbed some shandy and went off.

received a call from rynne, she wanted to meet up.

companied her for supper.

and many many apologies to haidhar to keep you waiting.

im sucked at puntuality ):

i really am.

maybe i dont see myself as a good friend anymore.

i dont see myself as who i am now.

i lost everything, from love, passion and dreams.

2009-02-08T18:24:00.003+08:00

fran, ziggy, ann, a'capp, lindsay (:
the four that keeps the wonderful night alive.

ziggy looks trippy, nice hair yo.
i know she loves me. hahaha

a'capp and lindsay featuring ann

we sholud do this more often dont you think so? ziggy, ann?

the birthday chalet

2009-02-04T18:12:00.003+08:00

i feel like, if i gotta live in pain every day and not be allowed one moment of happiness, then it's pointless for me to live. everything i do that makes me happy, i feel ashamed because people always make my happiness into a wrong-doing. the example would be this,like going swimming is a crime because it makes me happy. people try to take that away from me and think it's their place to punish me from swimming. you know what i mean.nevermind.

I love her for 2 years by now. and parting ways has been really affecting me. i am trying to be strong, but still, there is this part of me, that is longing. longing for everything we had shared together. memories, her hand, her kiss. its haunting me. i don't wanna stay depress for the rest of my life. because, clinging to what we shared before, won't be able to bring the relationship back either ways. we're friends as of the present time, as far as I am concern. i need to be alone now. thanks

sorry, just bear with my pain. at least, i know somewhere over there, someone who would be reading this, would be reminded. that real love hurts....

real love hurts, and it is work. thats why i'm still here is because you know what? ican't blame her for being scared and not wanting to get roped into and unhappy thing again. she's not lying to me, and not using me intentionally. and i can understand her needing a breather. and until she screws me over completely i can't have the resolve to leave. but like i said i need my space for now. alone. much appreciated

2009-01-27T17:52:00.002+08:00

its pointless if i regret now. i've lost everything. life now is no more the same like how it used to be. i could still remember the first day i entered secondary school. trust me its a whole lot better then any other school i've been to. it was my first time doing everything, where everything started. i smoke for the first time, i drank for the first time, i got home late for the first time, im in love for the first time, i kissed a girl for the first time and i have super great friends for the first time. it was during these days that i was introduced to messenger, friendster and myspace.

i could still remember how closed i was with dani last time. headed out to haji lane. it was the vintage century i supposed. hahaha. went trainings together and stuff. quite a memory for me. faritz has always been a good friend of mine since early 90s. those days that we would ride our bicycle,cycle as fast as we could and bangged each other to cry. we did again once we stopped crying. a very good soccer player indeed. remember those days at northpark and bk. kelly and i started to get closed since that day. thanks for all the eyebrows thingy kek. i love all my opc-ian juniors and seniors till currently. not forgetting my bald flat top friend, haidhar bin ramlan. 've been really close to him since his poly years. my first time ride in his gangster car where we would turn the volume the loudest acting dope. first club wit him. the first time he fell in love with this girl. first time saw him cry. very sensitive issue i must say. i could still remember the pondok coversations between us. made me laugh till my stomache got three quater of gastric pasin. the saturday night out to the usual place of heaven. 'nak rokok cium pantat' hahaha, have always been our plan B or i shall say the last after everything. and it is till today. now, get to meet him every weekends. well hes in the national team, national service, wth haidhar (: becoming sargeant in a few months time. sargeant haidhar..haha tk kene langsong. recently hes been diagnosed with the down syndrome face, note that, it is only temporary. hahahahaha. and he got himself a $50 parking voucher. hahahahahahahahaha.

2009-01-22T13:48:00.003+08:00

kaka's, emporio armani.

currently cant make up his mind to manchester city.

so he decided to camwhore.

by the way, he got inspired the by the brief/boxer guy.

and that had made him a famous model

smile.

cristiano ronaldo, pepe jeans london.
pretend to be macho as if there is no dogs beside him.
wth.
smile.

fernando torres, benzallon.

ignore about the pose.

he suck at it.

this spanish player loves clubbing.

infact he went to every underage party.

hahaha.

smile.

asraf, no sponsors ):

ouh, definitely every moms' favourite.

recently, he lost everything he dreams of having.

well, life has to move on.

passion.

smile.

2009-01-14T23:01:00.002+08:00

this cute little toddler is fatin.
she loves her winnie the pooh bolster,
which i thinked she got obssessed over it.
she kissed it and says alep most of the time....
only an, hadi and i knew about it.
i thinkd she had fun yesterday, really.
cause it was my first time seeing her do wonders.
she went bedok corner just to eat the famous goreng pisang there.

we lost today's match against scc at the padang.
scored one goal after which we had an equalizer.
second half turned out to be war.
one of our mates were given a red card.
we lost 3-1.

2009-01-07T23:31:00.000+08:00

im happy with who i am, though some of what makes me myself is painful.
my injury still hurt and it sucks, i cant even sleep properly. fuck
okay im bored so lets talk shit.
i further intend this blog to be different from the usual whiny, self-indulgent crap
that passes for 'blogging' elsewhere on the internet.
the people who blogs words that cry how terrible life is and whine in paranoid
tones how 'friends' betrayed them or how the red states are conspiring against the blue
is just not fun to read.

ps: im upset about certain issues though life has to move on.liar

2009-01-04T14:48:00.000+08:00

okay i regretted running,and this is what happens and it already did.

well, lets wait for it to cure.

2009-01-01T18:31:00.000+08:00

good bye 2008. it is over and it is gone. only what we did in this year remain, as a witness for this great year that have slipped away from us. the year which made us jump with joy, made us take crucial step’s and decisions of our life and spent a life we always wished to live. lot of happiness and achievements, and it is time to tell a farewell good bye to 2008, and whole heartedly welcome 2009 to our life.

welcome 2009. as fresh as it could be. a new year to go for our life ambitions. life passions. a new year to see our dreams being fulfilled. a new year to achieve the impossible. a new year to bring out the best out of us, and make it the best life we ever had in our life.

i really want to thank you guys, gf and cliques, farhan-nurihadi-sadiq and clan, nalo-zaki-param and gangs, joan and friends, nanis, azura and anyone out there for having my back all this while i've got to know you. thank you for being here no matter what. and i'm begging for your kind forgiveness if i've hurt you one way or another. im ushering in resolution of not only for the year, but for a lifetime.

anyway, i hope you all have a wonderful new years, thanks for all your wonderful comments/discusions and friendship throughout 2008, I hope we can continue to share our love of tv, music and life throughout the coming year.

party hard people. dont drink and drive

2008-12-28T23:37:00.000+08:00

we remember the brilliant and evocative music bob marley gave the world,music that stretches back over nearly two decades and still remains timeless and universal. marley has been called the first third world superstar,rasta prophet,visionary, and revolutionary artist. These accolades were not mere hyperbole.marley was one of the most charismatic and challenging performers of our time.and todays performance brought up back the soul of raggae music by bushmen,
our own local band.the audiences and the crowd occupied almost the entire powerhouse.
the fruity tunes and melancholy rhythm played were awesome.
they did their head and butt shaking skank.

2008-12-21T15:32:00.000+08:00

went jb the other time to buy some stuff.
haha,they're sales girls got the guts to even flirt with us.
and i was like..hey your malaysian and malaysian dont do all this stuff.
and yarh,thanks haidhar for that day.
alone alone like lone ranger.hahaha
a friend of mine have been a great help throughout,though i know its too troublesome.
and apologise to keep your sleeping time waiting.
sorry to bore you with my life.pathetic kan i know.
by the way, i was extremely shocked and surprised when i found out something.
its about where you stay thingy.omfgay.hehe

2008-12-17T08:53:00.000+08:00

okay like finally im back from genting highland and kl.
thank god the journey was safe.amin
i just got fucking angry at one thing.
we were only allowed to check-in after 12 pm in the afternoon
despite reaching extra3 earlier at 3.30 am.
i got 8 hours of fucking frostbite but im still alive.strong i know
argh kaninabuechaowchibaisibehlancau.
last thing,you guys should try space shot.
wahpiang,my jantong nak tercabot you know.

2008-12-11T19:35:00.000+08:00

oh well,im not too sure what to bring.
im yet to pack stuffs in my bag.
i still have to attend for my soccer training tomorrow.
so i have to rush home on time and be ready.
motherfunction,the prime league training was way harder than the u18.
come on,a few more sessions and im done with it.
im not available on the 12th to the 15th of december.

i thinkd i find this interesting.
i have this chinese friend or maybe half chinese.
"there's just this something about me, no offence, i just don't see myself being chinese as in chineeeese. but sadly to say i am half."
die puase lagik.champion oi
this is quoted from someone's friendster.sorry (:

2008-12-09T17:42:00.000+08:00

oh man,that guy in white used to be criss angel.
see the floating hand?
cool huh?

what a beautiful day in the neighborhood.
it was really great to meet up with you guys for a great shoot at the botanical gardens.we got some great pictures even though some things can tend to be a challenge.the weather was not goining pretty well that day. and sometimes,candids get all the attention.

for those of you who dont know me, im a bit anal about my photography. scratch that. im just plain anal about it. i need my pictures to be good, so i hate situations where there is no perfect answer and it's just the lesser of two evils. last night was definitely one of those. though i dont know what i could have done differently, it still bothers me. we'll see what you guys have to say.
okay so im on the extreme right.wth.

2008-12-02T19:13:00.000+08:00

damn,the queue was so long yesterday.
by the time we continued lining up,it was already 12.30am

so yeah my friend and i went to the other sector to get in real fast cause my bladder could burst out anytime.so i ran for the toilet and the cubicle save my life.
my mood wasnt good yesterday.the place was crowded.
people dry humping right infront of my two naked eyes.
saaaaaap,saket hati syiol.

5TH DEC 08

its a FRIDAY!!

PELLUCID POISON @ WHITE ROOM

9PM till 5AM WOW!!~

The evils submerge from the obscure night

And the devil is lurking everywhere

Nothing can hold him back anymore

He says its time to taste his toxic

Sense it even from afar

the tides of pure, pellucid poison beckoning you

smothering waves of Rnb

With morsels of hypnotizing hardstyle in between

All brought to you by the devil's loyal follower

DJ AMY straight from ARENA

Be captured by the DEVIL

he is looking for the most devastating couple

SHOW him it's YOU

Lips locked with yearn

Eyes closed with nothing but ultimate bliss

he wants everyone in nothing but WHITE

For THAT is colour of his necrotic poison

YOU will get PRIORITY ENTRYYYY!!~

PLUS,

the legal ones enjoy benefits

FREE BEER

that will heighten your enjoyment

Make you DRUNK with PLEASURE

From the starting of devil's reign

To the begins of sunrise

Devour this poison

Feel like the undead,

You'll never say die

But go on and on

LIKE FOREVER

Feed on it

SAVOUR IT

Let him spoil you, pamper you

YOU KNOW YOU WANT IT,

YOU LONG FOR IT

He is waitingforYOU

-hahahahhahahaha-

2008-12-01T09:46:00.000+08:00

haha,i keep on laughing at myself when i see a bunch of typical wanker doing their thang at the usual place so called their own typical wanker moshpit.and those guys made the show comes alive people.cesspit totally turned the crowd on with their punkrock gangster and the minahs debut album.overall it was okay for me cause i still prefered the old powerhouse.im gonna miss you stage,miss those body surfing and all.anyway,met alot of friends there.saw quite a number of familiar faces too.okay my mom is very sickd rite now.bubye

2008-11-28T13:33:00.000+08:00

I consider skateboarding an art form, a lifestyle and a sport.
- Tony Hawk

2008-11-24T23:47:00.001+08:00

a'cap and nalo

butt showing nalo and me again

it was just a fake trick , i cant do that

2008-11-21T01:39:00.000+08:00

some shocking news people

Back in April 2007, Akon was in Port of Spain, at the Zen club, to perform for his fans. Only that, instead of entertaining them with his dance moves and raunchy lyrics, he took it one step further and treated them to a special, live simulated stage rape by dry-humping a girl. Later on, it turned out that the girl he used as his own personal blow-up doll (after conning her into believing she was taking part in some dance competition) was only 14 years old and the daughter of a prominent pastor. The scandal that ensued was huge, Akon was targeted by the entire media, the police opened an investigation at the request of the Prime Minister, the singer lost most of his sponsors and even Gwen Stefani's tour (of which Akon was a part) was put in danger because of his irresponsible act. Pressured from all sides, the singer had no other choice but to issue an apology, stating very matter-of-factly that, first, he couldn't have known the girl was underage because the club was for over-18 and, secondly, that she gave her consent when she got up on that stage.

"First, and most important to me, I want to sincerely apologize for the embarrassment and any pain I've caused to the young woman who joined me on-stage, her family and the Trinidad community for the events at my concert in Port of Spain on April 12th… It was never my intention to embarrass or take advantage of my fans in any way, especially those under the age of 18. That is why we tried to make sure that the club did not admit anyone under 18 in the audience. Somehow, that standard was not met."

2008-11-20T11:55:00.000+08:00

2008-11-17T11:36:00.000+08:00

asraf bat eejat

so the 14th falls to us the 3 november babies.
me , bat and my twin bro.
and to those whos' birthday falls on the same day too,
i wish u guys a happy birthday.
a million thanks to those who wished me.
sorry if i didnt mention you guys.
but i deeply appreciated it (:
went to sentosa with gf.
thanks for the present.
i like it very much(:
didnt expect it that u really gonna buy that thing.
celebrated the 3 november babies on saturday.
me , bro and bat headed off to lucky plaza for pool.
safwan standard,brought his nadia along.
i went off early to ehub.
sorry bat , i dun want to get my shirt dirty.
many apology to u and your gf.
thanks to haidhar and zul for treat.
fish & co express , neoprints and the bowl was amazing.
haidhar gt a really taiko strikes this time.
hahahaha.
i love you guys.

2008-11-13T17:05:00.000+08:00

this is my new number :

82589145

2008-11-10T19:19:00.000+08:00

zac efron plays troy bolton, a star player on east high school's basketball team who gets recruited to star in a musical, the theme of which is senior year. troy's college plans are secure thanks to a basketball scholarship at a local university, but his girlfriend gabriella is headed for stanford, leaving their relationship in limbo. in the meantime, sharpay evans conspires to take over gabriella's role in the production so she can win a scholarship to julliard, and enlists her twin brother ryan to court writer-composer kelsi and win her support. as his friends weigh in with their opinions and his parents conspire to help him make a decision, troy must ultimately decide what is most important to him,his basketball career, his burgeoning passion for musical theatre, or his love for his girlfriend gabriella , as senior year, and his senior year, comes to a triumphant close.